Contented....

意乐和前行

就像师姐们所说的，先把意乐摆正，再做前行，加行时才不会和烦恼相应。

真的就这样照着办，结果心真的很平静。

就像师兄说的，师父要我们学会调服，学会调心。

这次真的是以一个读者的身份在阅读他们的故事，在了解当时的情况。完全没把自己的感情和情绪加入在里头。很理智，心平气和。一瞬间，看见了自己的福报。忽然间，对因缘，对业感缘起有了多一点的领悟和了解。很好的学习，很好的调服。

透过别人的眼睛，去观察别人眼中的那个人。遭遇不同，留下的印象和影响也不同。就因为不曾真正遇到那个好人，所以他们所遇到的那个他，对他们来说，或许已经足够填补那份内心的空虚。或许吧....我不懂，只是个人的揣摩。

业感缘起。。。太奥妙了！

福报

原来每个人的福报真的不同。
我很庆幸！感恩佛菩萨！感恩师父！感恩我的前世！
感恩我的家人等等！好的事物，不好的，统统都感恩您们！
是这些因缘让我成为现在的我！

陈沛君，随喜！万分感恩！万分随喜！继续造善吧！继续累积资粮！加油！

366 days

This dated our first 366 days together or in other words, our one-year dating anniversary. I've always wonder how many 365 or 366 days can we spend together? May be one or two... May be 50 or 60... Nobody knows...

What if the past were re-written? The story of us never started... Where would you be? Where would I be? What if you never showed up and help me out with my house-moving? I guess we will remain as acquaintance who merely know each other.....

If the past were re-written, events were re-created,and the parallel lines that we walk on never crossed, like I said, the story of us never started. The sparks never ignited. Will you pursue the girl who took your heart away and be together? Or will you hopefully and patiently waiting for the right one to come? 

Where would I be then? That's the question. I don't know... I never knew where I'd go. Perhaps I went back to my hometown... May be I continue to stay here in this state and start a new living after I graduated... May be I'll be at some other places... Some place I never go, some place I never know. May be I will meet some other guys, may be I'll be alone like how it was in the past...Will I have the chance to fall in love with someone else?

Destiny... Made our path crossed somehow. Did this relationship of ours ever hurt anyone's feeling? Did those girls who love you cried for you? Like the lyrics in Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor Swift... Did they love you as much as I do? Did I,no,we, made them cry? Did I took the boy they long for away?


Am I the one and only?


'Cause your the only one...


I love you


Do you believe in destiny of love? I do....

Received this from Brother Kok. They've answered my doubts.

 

3 Men

There are three men that Imma serve my whole life.

 My Master/Guru/Mentor

日常法师——师父

My daddy

My love, if only he is the one that will be there till the end of time.

 

"And if you don't mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me"

Invasion

So.... That was the story.....
Now I know.
Lust...
Greed...
Envy...
Vanity...
The story behind...

Watch

A little gift for myself....

Swatch-Be Surprised-RM340

The one I've lost. =(

A precious and meaningful pieces that I've lost years ago. It was my 20th birthday present from my parents.  BLAME IT ON CARELESS ME!! I hate myself for that.

Last but not least, the lyrics say it all~ Am PROUD OF MYSELF! Yeeeaaaahhhhhh!!! Thumbs up!!